I have been mean to write update with everything so long but I haven't got motivation to do so. Sad times: Past year has been rough, I had to say goodbye to my beloved dog Nelli last October. My family got sad news September,one of my youngest cousin past away suddenly because of act of brutal violence. I have been dealing lot of heavy feelings these months. Life go on for sure, but it is not easy. Health: Spring time is hard for me every year, allergy symptoms hit very strong every time. This year is no exception at that area. I have some issues with my heart too, waiting for doctor appointment for that and hope to get some news - bad or good. But I know my family have heart problems like bradycardia so my hopes won't be so high atm. If I have that, no wonder if I'm tired and exhausted all the time. Art and conventions: I have been two conventions this year, January at small furry con and last weekend local two day event. I had blast time in both of them! Thank you for all who